Reflections From The World...Timothy

The River Keeps Moving

And like an ancient lava, the sun sprayed those muted golds and oranges across the slick surface of that slow-yawning river. And Timothy had upended the trash barrel, stood erect with his pipes, straight faced, motionless, like a Scottish Moai. And the tribes had begun to gather. And there was no talk of The Mohammad, of The Christ, of The Buddah, of the differences between them, between all of us. And there was talk of the beauty of it: the sun, the air, the water, the morning, the gathering. And the river kept moving, even despite the attention from them, from the sun. 

Then, the water glow slowly paled, then vanished, along with the tribes, and the remnants of the night. Timothy was still playing as we walked upriver, away, and then toward home. We could still hear him at Café du Monde, Pirates Alley, and even now, as I write this. And it was good.

Timothy, pipes

Mississippi River, Easter Sunday

New Orleans, LA 

2017

Words and photo By: Christopher Bryson

Entry Note To Self..thresholds

Life Thresholds

If you go back to the etymology of the word ‘threshold,’ it comes from ‘threshing,’ which is to separate the grain from the husk. So the threshold, in a way, is a place where you move into more critical and challenging and worthy fullness. 

There are huge thresholds in every life. You know that, for instance, if you are in the middle of your life in a busy evening, fifty things to do and you get a phone call that somebody you love is suddenly dying, it takes ten seconds to communicate that information. But when you put the phone down, you are already standing in a different world. Suddenly everything that seems so important before is all gone and now you are thinking of this. 

So the given world that we think is there and the solid ground we are on is so tentative. And a threshold is a line which separates two territories of spirit, and very often how we cross is the key thing.

Entry Note To Self...scrolling down

I usually spend about two hours a day on my iPad and consider it one of my hobbies. I save a lot of things that might interest me. Sometimes wonder why I save so many. I think it is now an impossible task to review all of them. Guess you could call me a hoarder of stuff that interest me. It must be like a flea market of bits and parcels of information. The same goes for my photo collection. I find and take great photos all the time. I tend to collect between two and three thousand at a time. See, a hoarder of interesting photos also. I do try and keep them purged after use, but that in itself my friend is a daunting task in trying to decide if I really want to delete that beauty. I seem to become friends with all the things I save, and how can we just delete a friend?

My process of posting is like a craft room for thoughts and ideas. I tend to go for my saved documents first. That's where I store all the interesting thoughts and writings. I name my documents in a way I can find words that my mind is craving at that moment. Now here is the problem...I find these great words that sends fireworks off in my brain and It's one of those Humanity  saving thoughts that must be shared with the universe...Now! Not only have I found the words, I have an ole friend in my photos that resembles that thought in my mind...there in starts the second problem...how to find that friend among three thousand Ole friends. I usually start scrolling through my photos, thinking I know about the time period I saved that photo. Yea, right. More times than not, I usually find the photo scrolling back down. Sometimes on the second or third back down..:) I'm working on albums to make it a little easier, but if you have ever experienced that time consuming activity, you know why I'm am not finished. Anyway, I like taking a quick glance at my ole fiends each day.

It would be interesting to know the Best Practices In Posting...

Not half bad on a good day! TAOL

P.S. I saved this piece about four weeks ago and just found it...now to find a picture to match while scrolling down.

I was asked by a friend the other day what I worry about. A lot of worry thoughts pass through my mind. I usually don't find a good worry until I'm scrolling down. I found one the other day that I had forgotten about and it's my only worry I will share..."I worry about the approaching day my body will become stooped and I will be looking down most of the time...

Entry Note To Self...Matanza Inlet

Latitude, 29° 54" 32'. Longitude, -81° 17" 12'...

Towards the Matanza's seaward turn, the flow is slow, meandering. Wide tidal flat at the sea’s low tide support a spread of hungry birds. Silt brought down from inland fans the delta, between the reeds. Here crustaceans breed.

To the eyes of walkers on the white dunes, where only the lonely skylark nests among the sea oats and palmetto palms, the white sand flats must seem a bland expanse. But to Kingfisher the casts of sea fleas & crab are treasured finds. They stun their prey with single stabs.

Brown Pelicans bob in shallow water just beyond the mud. Full or not, they slowly move to their roost inland, where they will wait for the sea to ebb once more.

Sand Pipers abundant where the marsh grass grows. They all gather as the sun fades and the walkers watch nature and once again are amazed... 

I note these quietly in my field book at days end...

The Morning Walk...

By nature, I am an early riser each day. To me, there is something special to see the light of a new day. The feel as everything comes to life with the rising of the sun. The smell of moisture and the distant sounds as they travel great distances. Which bird will sing the first song. 

To take a walk in the still of early morning, made cool by an April breeze from the East. She opens wide her silent arms and once again I'm welcomed in. To walk with her and talk in sighs and whispers. To muse and ponder her sky. To walk with sweet ghost of people passed, and visit places unseen. Dear friends and thoughts they bring, all keep me company in the breeze. 

And when I've wandered just far enough, I'll turn my mind toward home, and bid farewell to my silent walk within the morning bloom...ah, is that the full moon I see in the western sky?

From Inside The Sane Asylum...up Shit Creek

Up Shit Creek...

I'm sitting here on the banks of Shit Creek just giving some thought to what's up the Creek. I would like to be having some deep philosophical thought about humanity, but that effort seems to be dissipating like the smell of Shit Creek in a strong wind, if you know what I mean.

Stories abound on how this Creek received such a name. Some ole English tale would be my guess. May have even started as just up the creek without a paddle and someone wanted to intensify a bad situation and added "up Shit Creek."  Makes little difference since we all have our days where we feel like we are "up Shit Creek without a paddle." Seems the real question should be how do we navigate up Shit Creek without a paddle?

There are a lot of things to see up Shit Creek. I recall being up the Creek on one occasion and seeing this old house covered in rose bushes. The story goes...there was a sweet ole lady that lived her whole life next to the Creek. She planted and tended her rose garden to add fragrance to the occasional downwind blowing across Shit Creek. She loved her roses so much that when she died, her roses absorbed her and now there is the smell of her sweet essence...:)

I hate when my mind wanders and comes up with some silly made up allegory. We have a more problematic issue to deal with...navigating Shit Creek without a paddle.

People constantly worry about being "up Shit Creek without a paddle." I don't think being stuck in this infamous body of water is as bad as it sounds if you make the right decisions. Luckily for you I have come up with a few helpful hints:

Step-by-step
1 Make sure you are in fact up Shit Creek and not a normal creek that was unfortunately named. The most telling signs are a rather pungent aroma, murky water, and a feeling of utter hopelessness. If these signs aren't present, then you are up a normal creek.

2 Attempt to hail other boats. Many people get stuck up Shit Creek and most of them won't have a paddle. Hopefully, someone brought a paddle or has a motor. If this is the case, hop onto their boat or have them tow you.

3 If nobody has a paddle (the most likely scenario) attempt to pry some loose timber off your boat. This can be slightly tricky, since you don't want to cause your boat to sink. Stick to boards located near the top of the boat, and the sides, do not touch anything on the deck.

4 Once you have a board, use this as a paddle substitute, it isn't the fastest method but more effective than drifting.

5 Paddle towards other boats, and recruit other rowers. Since nobody likes to be up Shit Creek, these people should be more than willing to help you paddle. Insist on using your boat, and once you have enough rowers, sit idly by and let others do your work.

6 (Optional) Resort to piracy, and plunder those in your path. Some people up shit creek are lawyers, bankers, and doctors. Seek these people out since they will have more money. Avoid the poorer looking people, since they are more apt to rob you. The booty must be distributed amongst your crew, a 50-50 split between you and the crew should be appropriate.

7 Once your boat exits Shit Creek immediately pray to whatever deity you worship. Only by the will of God/Allah/Buddha/Vishnu/Zeus/Posseidon/Thor/Shenron/Nightrider/Chuck Norris/Flying Spaghetti Monster/etc. did you escape. (If you are missing a deity you are back up Shit Creek, and thusly must escape again, the method you just used should work, but if not guess where you are)

Tips

▪ If you are the kind of person who constantly finds himself up Shit Creek, do yourself a favor, buy you a paddle from Shit Creek Paddle Store.

▪ Don't agree to be in a Jamie Kennedy film, by the same name, no matter how much you are offered.

▪ Make friends. Since most people find themselves up shits creek more than once, it helps to get to know the regulars. Not only will their advice prove invaluable, idle chatter can help pass the time and stave off boredom.

▪ Avoid mutiny at all costs. You'd rather be up Shit Creek than in it.

Warnings

▪ Beware of pirates. If you can read step 6, so can someone else. This may mean you are not the only pirate on Shit Creek...so form a large crew and be wary of the surroundings.

Footnote: I'm doing a little remodeling of my site...I hope you will like the new look. I will be posting again soon...as soon as My mind gets back in order.

Not Half that bad on a good day. See you soon...Doc

Entry Notes To Self...a good day

Field Notes-
Not Half Bad On A Good Day...
Coordinates 31°38′06″N 93°38′33″W

It was an unusual warm morning for February as I turned off the state highway that fronts Toledo Bend Lake. The narrow road leads me around the saw mill and up to the train crossing just as the arms stop the traffic and signals a coming train. A long train, about one hundred and ten cars long as it makes its slow journey through the small rural town of Zwolle.

Not much left of the town. Family Dollar to my right, Burger Barn and a package liquor store on the left. I can see Market Basket in my rear view mirror. A large fish statue marks the way to fishing country. It adorns the corner of the old train depot and town hall. Dream catcher is the official name
of this beauty...

Zwolle, home to about five hundred households and famous in these parts for the Tamale festival, the Mud Bog run on Good Friday along with the Timber and Forest gathering.

Now I pass through this way for their tamales. There is a blinking red light at an intersection just past the cemetery. "Take a right at the blinking red light at the cemetery, go past L & M's and we are down there on the right. You will see our sign, C & J."  Seems L & M is a close relative and a close competitor in the fine art of tamale making. Ms. Juanita claims they don't wash their hands before cooking, giving me a wink and a smile. I grin every time she tells me that story, which is frequent, since I can't pass up the question of quality made tamales at L & M. Picked up about eighteen dozen-dozen this trip. That's right, eighteen dozen would not be enough.

Ms. Juanita cooks about three hundred dozen each Wednesday and the smell coming from the small stove in the corner is worth the trip. I like the way she packs tamales. Twelve tamales wrapped in tin foil, the tin foil wrapped in print from the Sabine Index and packed in a brown paper bag. Holds in the heat and the smell of stemmed masa and pork, just enough to keep me from eating a dozen before I get back to the blinking light.

As I head out of town with my goods in tow, I pass this ole run down and vacant house of the famous Marshal Brandon. The Marshall who tamed Zwolle. A once stately southern style home, left now only with memories of its charm. Now just pass the Brandon home I saw two large bushes of azalea. Passed them up but had to turn around, go back and admire their beauty. Seems to be a little early for such full blooms, but worthy of a second glance.

I make my way past the local Mexican food shack, the Manor nursing home on the right and Killpatricks Mortuary on the left. All seemed to be doing a brisk business. What really caught my attention was the local radio station I tuned into some miles back. Moon Gifton was the host. Now Moon was posing the question to his audience about school children cleaning their own schools. He referenced some source that claimed this was the standard practice in Japan. Cost cutting and character building program. This brought one caller after another espousing "yes", great idea and how they all had such disciplined children at home doing their part. I think they finally agreed that hiring someone to clean the bathroom might be in order...seems they do not want their child to deal with the stinky parts of life.

I remember dusting the erasers at school. This chore usually took place about fifteen minutes before the final bell, so you always felt you were getting out of class early and you were the teachers favorite. Usually ended in an eraser fight with chalk marks on our face and cloths. Breathed in a lot of that chalk dust doing my part. Guess the janitor refused to dust the erasers, but the floors were always clean.  We had these air raid drills about once a month. We were afraid the Russians were going to drop a nuke on us, so we practiced hiding under our desk. Made a lot of sense at the time. Just scare the shit out of the kids. They need to be prepared for the end times. The good news...never once, while we were huddled near the floor did anyone complain about dirty floors.

After a brief commercial about a Cridder Ridder product, Moon's interest was no longer on tough love of our children, but if this Cridder Ridder product would work on snakes. Seems Moon was weed eating around his mail box over the weekend and came across a Copperhead snake. He told his wife, but made the mistake and informed her that it was at the mailbox. So now he was making the daily walk out to retrieve the mail. Many of his callers even questioned its power to ward off lawyers...never got the real answer, as my reception on this a.m. station faded and the aroma of the tamales filled my car.

Not half bad on a good day...

The Long Dirt Road

The Long Dirt Road has always been a place where I could think and reflect.  Out on the road one can connect with new sights, sounds, and people. Most importantly you are presented with the opportunity to re-connect with yourself.  As author, Doug Peacock said in his book, Walking it Off,  " I had to get out to get back in again."

So it is...The End...see you down the road. Be well, make peace with yourself and get along with it all...Doc

Photography by: Scott T Baxter

Inside The Sane Asylum..here and there

When your “there” has become a “here”, you will simply obtain another “there” that again, looks better than “here”.

Headed out to another there that's looks better than here. I will post again and have some new pictures that I hope will be worth sharing.

Enjoy your life...in spite of it all.

Be one who understands that life is absurd at times and sometimes even meaningless , but finds
joy in it anyway...see you soon. Living in the now...Doc

Ran into this couple not long ago. I think there here?

Stopped To Ponder...being Sound Of Mind

Sound of Mind is a state of psychological stability and composure which is undisturbed by experience of or exposure to emotions, pain, or other phenomena that may cause others to lose the balance of their mind...Doc

A Funny Thing Happened On The Way To Therapy...

"… The individual exists only in relationship to others. Every you is unique,
every I is common."

Entry Note To Self...

“The happiness of the bee and the dolphin is to exist. For man it is to know that and to wonder at it.”     Jacques Cousteau 

Field Notes...at days end

Latitude, 29° 54" 32'. Longitude, -81° 17" 12'...

Towards the Matanza's seaward turn the flow is slow, meandering. Wide tidal flat at the sea’s low tide support a spread of hungry birds. Silt brought down from inland fans the delta, between the reeds. Here crustaceans breed.

To the eyes of walkers on the white dunes, where only the lonely skylark nests among the sea oats and palmetto palms, the white sand flats must seem a bland expanse. But to Kingfisher the casts of sea fleas & crab are treasured finds. They stun their prey with single stabs.

Brown Pelicans bob in shallow water just beyond the mud. Full or not, they slowly move to their roost inland, where they will wait for the sea to ebb once more.

Sand Pipers abundant where the marsh grass grows. They all gather as the sun fades and the walkers watch nature and once again are amazed... I note these quietly in my field book at days end...Doc

Lemme Think About It...all things said

"Whatever we say, we are always talking about ourselves."