from inside The Sane Asylum... Making peace with myself and getting along with it all...
Tuesday, February 9, 2016
Sunday, February 7, 2016
Saturday, February 6, 2016
Lessons From The Road...the Seerer
From The Road...The Seerer
I heard stories of this man called The Seerer. They say he migrates south in the winter and he makes his home along Delmar Street. So on this cool sunny morn, I searched for the man who claimed he could read the Souls of Humanity.
He was on the bench where they described, with his bible close in hand and looking toward the sky. As I approached he gave me a stare...one of those looks that has no compare.
"Are you the Sage, a Seerer and a prophet they all subscribe", I asked?
"In every man sleeps a prophet and when he wakes there is a little more evil in the world. I only exist in comparison to others, so make me what you wish", he replied.
My father was a holy man. I watched him closely as he tended to the hearts and souls of others and many times at the expense of his own soul. I remember how he always looked people in their eyes, never speaking first but always a gentleness in his eyes.
The Seerer's eyes were dark and they never left the stare, even for a brief glance to passers in the street. Only speaking and responding to what was asked. I sat next to him on that bench, with intent on what he had to say.
Breaking the silence, I asked, "Do you ever cry?"
Looking to the sky, he replied, "Through my window I spy the stars. I walk in to not wake the sky and dance barefoot on the stage of chaos." After a brief pause..."yes I cry, but only when it rains, that way no one sees my pain."
Yes, I had to ask, "What would cause you so much pain?"
And then came the lesson I did not want to miss..."I cry for humanity lost in this insanity of good, better and best. The desperate, the lonely with no where left to go. No kin, no friend, no foe. I cry for the sick and wounded wretched in pain, each breath a call for health again. I cry for my country ravaged by crime, corruption and greed. Fears and horrors that lurk at every door. I cry for the victims of those that have monsters in their veins. The broken and the destitute you hope have left in haste, those who's joy are now just a forgotten taste." He paused and looked me in the eyes, "Dear sir, my souls a raging fear, drowning in tears like falling rain."
We spent that morning on the bench making friends and discussing the rest.
A sage, a prophet, a holy man?...much more than that. A little crazy to some by their measure, but a strong mind that was only searching for goodness and grace. Call him what you wish, he only exist in comparison to the others...but above all he is The Seerer of the heart and soul of man.
His name was Ivan...The Seerer
To my friend...
These tears fall from my eyes
as the rain falls from the sky.
Every day that passes we fail the test
When all we have to do is be kind to our kin and the rest.
I walk through the rain so you can't see me cry...
So you can't see the things that I hide in pain.
Let your tears water your soul
for your tears are heavens rain.
The soul would have no rainbow without your pain.
I stand in the rain so you can't see my tears as I cry for humanity...
Friday, February 5, 2016
Thursday, February 4, 2016
Wednesday, February 3, 2016
From Inside The Sane Asylum...my morning walk
On my morning walk...Impressions in the sand
Everyone carries their own disguise...
who is this depression in the sand?
Your truth can only be realized through your eyes...
but I only get an expression in the sand.
I would like to try and read your mind...
all I see is your impression in the sand.
Are you clenching the rope of hopes last strand...
here only a revision in the sand.
Do you carry fire and brimstone inside...
but do you even notice the confession in the sand?
Maybe your just trying to push it all aside.
Are you longing to find this feeling so grand...
Maybe just a touch of another's hand?
Is there darkness underneath a smile so kind...
So much reality declined...as you leave it all behind.
But I only see an expression of impressions in the sand
And Moon Beam adds:
Then the tide comes in and it is as though you have never been to make impressions in the sand.
...and, ...then the tide whispers,.... no more...
Thanks for the ending Shasta...
Everyone carries their own disguise...
who is this depression in the sand?
Your truth can only be realized through your eyes...
but I only get an expression in the sand.
I would like to try and read your mind...
all I see is your impression in the sand.
Are you clenching the rope of hopes last strand...
here only a revision in the sand.
Do you carry fire and brimstone inside...
but do you even notice the confession in the sand?
Maybe your just trying to push it all aside.
Are you longing to find this feeling so grand...
Maybe just a touch of another's hand?
Is there darkness underneath a smile so kind...
So much reality declined...as you leave it all behind.
But I only see an expression of impressions in the sand
And Moon Beam adds:
Then the tide comes in and it is as though you have never been to make impressions in the sand.
...and, ...then the tide whispers,.... no more...
Thanks for the ending Shasta...
Tuesday, February 2, 2016
From Inside The Sane Aslyum...my morning walk
Down by the Sea...29.5381*N, 81.2233* W
At dawn I chart my song
I call to all who live by the shore
I flung my net out into the sea
where the sand and silver shines its lyric lines
The waves begin to laugh as the helmsman sings
And I smile at the wrinkled shore and the salt from her soft green hair
Such are tales of ancient lore
As the helmsman chants his haunting song
Chant your song, make it loud and clear
So full of longing, the sea birds poise to hear
Never a fish have I caught so fair
Never a dream in tangled in my nets have I seen
The helmsman answered, learn the secrets of the sea
Only the brave will comprehend its mystery
I smile at the wrinkled shore
Unraveling velvet flows of the maiden's hair
I held her close where at rest she would not be
I sang the helmsman's song for her beauty that I see
Helmsman, teach me that song till my heart is full
Tell me all the secrets of the sea
A joy to brief...then rolled away with the tide
Tomorrow...tomorrow I will again comprehend her mystery...
Monday, February 1, 2016
Sunday, January 31, 2016
From The Study...a conversation of possibilities
A Political Drama Play
Written by: Amy G. Dala
The Amygdala is a small almond-shaped lobe in the brain that functions as the brain's primary Fear Processor. The Amygdala is part of the R-Complex, the most primitive subsystem of the brain.
Most of our political drama is driven by the machinations of the Amygdala. We don't like to talk about our fears, so the higher centers of the brain do one of two things. We either map Fear directly onto Hate (e.g. xenophobia) or we semantically invert our Dreads into reciprocal Desires and claim to be pursuing our Desires (rather than running away from our Dreads).
When the Amygdala goes into overdrive, we get the worst of all politics, the hateful politics of Fascism.
Sometimes you just gotta tell your bloody Amygdala to chill out.
Unless, of course, you have an insatiable appetite for shreklisch political drama.
The End... Don't forget to vote...Amy G. Dala
Friday, January 29, 2016
Lessons From The Sane Asylum
It has been said that life is the most patient teacher. You will be presented with the same experience over and over until you learn the best way to deal with the situation. This is not because life is cruel. Rather, it is because things have a way of coming back to haunt us when we don't deal with them. One form of intelligence is the ability to learn from mistakes. When you are presented with a painful experience, take the time to think about how you can avoid it in the future. This is an example of a lesson learned.
Thursday, January 28, 2016
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